AN ISSUE ON A TISSUE

I still love him.
Do I?
Crap. NO.
I'm a denial queen.
He's not existing anymore.
How could i love someone whom I can't even feel any presence at all?
I have a boyfriend.
Stop that.
I have a boyfriend... but i don't love him.
I miss him.
Damn, it hurts.
So near yet so far away.
Now, he's a friend.
No. A stranger.
I want him back.
He left me, he'll be leaving.
I'll just stay here.
...foolish.