My body just got paralyzed. My brain malfunctioned minutes ago. Some mundane things just ran in my head. I rest myself on the bed, legs straight, eyes oon the ceiling, and a complete blank mind-set.
I hope it stays this way.
Weeks ago, it came to my knowledge that we, woking scholars, are not benefitted of semestral breaks. It's because of this stupid contract signed effective until the end of the month of October. And damn, i want to scream WTF.
The gods must be crazy.
Since the time i stepped college grounds, my everyday mantra haven't changed. Same scenes over and over agian. My biological clock wakes me up at 6 am, makes me hungry between 9:30 to twelve noon, and lulls me at 12 midnight or 1 in the dawn. A super repetition of my daily whatabouts.
Every f*cking second counts. And a workless hour is a sweet reward.
Those aren't aware, this is my college life:
MORNING-student utusan in the library
AFTERNOON-estudyante
EVENING/DAWN- monster. HAHA
Spell exhausted plus nostalgia. I miss the island. My puberty pals, the high school bullies, puppy love dilemmas, timeless hours and a lot of crassness. It's like boom! Welcome to the real world.
Oh, by the way, meet my major exam pals, CoCo. Cobra and coffee. HAHA :D they try to wake me up from night to dawn. My friends in times of need.
I'm having a major breakdown. Give me a break. Tired. Whew, college.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
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3 comments:
Dont worry Camille.. it will all pay off someday. Im proud of you kasi skolar ka. Although sometimes i know it can be overwhelming at times... dont forget to catch a break from time to time. Kasi pag naka graduate ka na at nagtrabaho... similar situations occur. try to find time to relax pa rin or ull get butned out!
I sympathize.
@themiseducationofzapped - I know it will. :) I'm trying hard to push my self to the limits. Or exceed it. :)Thank you so much for the support. :)
Err, I do have crushes naman. That relaxes me a lot. Haha!
@Ralphster - Thank you. :) You should help me. Haha!
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